Persona Non Grata

*Please read in the  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)                                       From my private time Life is paradox. But is it real? Is the contradiction really discord, or just another form of concord in a language we've not yet discovered, language we've not yet learnt, language we've been deprived of. As if be a stranger in where nobody knows me. Sorry, better than that.  Remember the days as child soon after we acquire language. We should have been able to insist just a little bit. Don't regard communication as such easy works.  For example, when I talk that I love Chili Peppers, some people say "yeah, that guitar play is the finest!! Do you like the 4th track of the 2nd album?" I'm afraid I can't play the guitar even read any cords. I've not listened all songs yet. I'm not a specialist about RHCP.  I like just Anthony's c

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)  I have been just a member of an IT firm from this April. But now off the job training so study everyday.  This is my memo. Can you understand? Anyway, every day I go the training office at Kasumigaseki, the center of Japan. Today, let me introduce big learnings I got this several months. 1. Do not be deceived by words  We communicate each other with words. But we often miscommunicate with our words, especially familiar words. Attractive words often deceive us. The most important thing is not surface words but just truth below the surface. Off course, words are convenient exclusively. But, situation that doesn't  require any words is excellent moment, isn't it? Doubt pretty words. Who knows most, speak least. Still waters run deep. 2. Give it away  Big learning of mine during this 2 years is "Give it away, if it is not part of you.

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)  When I read and write down in English like this, I disappoint the power of word. The work is to analysis fundamental factors of words and sentences and make them translate in another language again. So I can encounter "something before words". Then I realize less power of words and the importance of belief that will appear as words.  Just rapper and poet's language is just word. But musician's language is music. Painter's language is their arts. Cook's language is cuisines. Architect's language is their architectures. Our works are all our language and also insistence.  Our language is not just word but all of that, act, expressions, attitudes, belief and so on. Don't believe in words too much. Don't talk and only words. Insist by all of your actions. Express by throughout your life.

A story I heard before. In a tropical island, one man lived. He was a fisherman. He had some friends. He had lived by fishing just he needs. He fished when he want to do every day, slept when he want to do every day, played with his friends when he want to do every day, sometimes traveled when he want to do. He was satisfied enough. He was free. One day, another man who was worked in city as a management consultant came the island. The business man told the fisherman. "Analysis where and when you can fish the most. When the haul increase, recruit other fishermen and be manager. Then get bigger and superior ships. Try to export fishes to foreign countries. And you can be one of the richest man in this island." The fisherman asked. "So what can I realize?" The business man responded. "You will be able to play however and whenever you want to do so everyday, sometimes travel when you want to do. You will re

                                Like the world turning around, the environment around us changes ever. So if we don't change, we have to go to another place sometimes. We often realize something after that has already occurred like "I wish I could have done that..." But everyone can grow up and acquire like that. Dear someone who gave me something unforgettable, I will remember you. I can hear your all words ever since, I will remember you. I have always so many things which I want to talk to you and ask you, but always postpone them until "next time". Therefore I wish to value each moments and believe you always live happily somewhere. I wish I could meet you again someday. Dear everyone who gave me something unforgettable, I will remember you. I can hear your all words ever since, I will remember you. I learn to live my life right. We are not so alone that I could come here and so from now on. We live depending each other, you give me reason. I w

One cat was there. So conceited cat. He often followed tigers who are much stronger and bigger than himself over familiarly. The tigers are so kind that let the cat do as he wanted but they all knew that he was still immature. The tigers were all gentle. The cat had yearned the tigers so much. Anyway, other cats don't approach for fear of tigers. By this thing and that, the cat was admitted to be superior in every way by others. He had already thought that he want to be real tiger. Off course, it's impossible. But he was serious. And if he is regarded as serious, he must be regarded as mad. So he didn't reveal his real intension to his friends for fear of that. Other cats quite respected him. So he pushed his luck and had approached tigers closer. "I've just gone hunting with Mr. tigers today!" "I'll go to their home tomorrow!" He is elated completely. But other cat also respect him more and more. Because they al

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                                                                                                       The chameleon was traveling. He had already been to many places and changed his body many colors. Once so shiny and blight. Once dirty like bog and unrecognizable any color. Short time ago, he had wanted something new and gone toward a blight tower. When he had reached the tower, beautiful chameleons were dancing there. So beautiful dance. There was a great place like dreamland for him. When he came to, he found himself became a color as the tower. He recognized he was dyed good looking. However, as time went on he had gotten to felt the color was not good gradually. As usually the chameleons danced there. But he felt absurd even them. Then he had just gone toward another place. His party was over. Meanwhile, he had continued such things and traveled all along. Off course, he had fear, loneliness and sadness to some extent.

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)  I graduate the university today. At same time, I finish 22 years of my life as student. It mean that I am gonna be more independent truly. I am gonna make money by myself to live. Even to make my own dream come true. 4 years ago...  I entered into a university with good motivations. At that time, I was so dominant, having too much sympathy for myself and selfish, I mean mere stupid guy. (but still selfish lol) I was so interested such divers individuals at campus. I had so much fun encountering other people despite my shyness originally. Then I realized one dream after another...  At first, I began surfing. It was encounter with Perfect Beach, our surf team. I had wanted to start surfing but didn't know how to do by alone. Then I came across such a team at campus. We went to sea and slept at the our club house in Chiba ocean side every weekends. Even

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook) I dare want to ask you all how to arrange so many informations for now.  I have read daily newspaper (Nikkei) everyday to grasp news about from general to little special fields. Because superior journalists always choice articles which I need so well that I don't spend too much times to read them.  But once I choice articles I read by myself from huge informations everyday, I may spend too much time of a day for collecting informations. My journalists have been filters of news ever since. When the influences of mass medias we used ever since such TVs and newspapers get fainter(it will be so surely...), on the other hands the social medias such blogs, essays you found accidentally, news by words of mouth from our friends on Facebook, twitter and other ways expand their influences, we have to arrange almost informations in on our own responsibilities. This is so capit

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook) I joined graduate party  of my Meiji University as DJ. Let me show the play list I spat on that day. It was so hard work than I expected. I was as DJ for more than 3 hours total. So it's difficult to list up all play as actual order. Following lists are track number of the discs I prepared. I used most of these songs at the party. Please check these out. Original Page(go to Google Doc.) Catchier than usual but all songs are my recommendation!!

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook) I will join graduation party of my university as DJ!! 我が明治大学の卒業パーティーでDJします。 結構でかいイベントです。 3/10 Wed. 2010 @WOMB (Shibuya) 17:00 - 23:00 From Campus Life ↓LINKS < Official blog > < mixi コミュニティ > I will upload playlist in this blog as I did before.

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook) "I have lived my life with a lot of shame ever since."  I read "No Longer Human" written by Osamu Dazai finally. I dislike such a corrupt story. I could't understand his expression.  In this story, I could know that every one could be respected with only one specialty if he or she don't have any other strong point at all.  A sense of beauty have helped me time after time. I endured many sufferings by making them poets. Fact is more important than verbal expression. Skilfully word let us get lost sometimes. But we are living each stories. Let me drunk in my poet sometimes. Our story is too pessimistic to read without conveniently interpretations. Reason why we move Dear my friend.  One of my friend told me that communication with body touch is tangle property. I opposed him at that time then thought that it is intangible property, but

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links in articles. (for friends on Facebook) Our party was taken place last night!! Let me show my play list. 水曜10時はちょけNIGHT！！ ⇒ Detail of the party From Campus Life ↑↑↑What do you think about my new idea?! PLAY LIST @17th Feb. (Google spread sheet) 1.  Subnoise / Kottonmouth Kings 2. Death Threat / Insolence 3. Revolution / Insolence 4. Positive Vibes / Kottonmouth Kings 5. Time To Shine / Laden 6. I'm Blessed / Mr. Vegas 7. Man a Gallis / Ding Dong 8. When Work Is Done / Serani 9. Forever Yours / Tami Chynn 10. Umbrella (Typhoon RMX) / Rianna 11. Disturbia / Rianna 12. Sugar / Flo Rida 13. Without You / Alain 14. Romping Shop / Vybz Kartel and Spice 15. Miss Indipendent / Ne-yo 16. Hips Don't Lie / Shakira 17. I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho) / Pitbull 18. Kya Bamba Party / Dr. Evil 19. Higher / Mr. Vegas 20. Buy Your Drink / Beniton 21. Life RMX / G Whizz 22. Shoot RMX / Mykal Rose 23

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook) I scheduled next DJ event. It'll be taken place by my friends as last time. Perhaps it'll be the last DJ play during my campus life. So join us!! detail↓ ちょけNight @NO STYLE 17th. Feb. 22:00~(about) 1,000yen for entrance(with no drink) MAP Don't miss it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It could be danger that a leader be DNA of his organization.  Above was said by Mieko Nishimizu, a former vice president of The World Bank Group, called "Iron woman". I am so inspired this words. I heard a timely story about leader and boss. Leader dominate by logic, boss dominate by mind. Leader approach, boss is approached. Leader learn, boss has talent.  Leader is gain, boss is by nature. These are examples, u know. I ain't boss, but probably leader. And the most risky attitude is to try to be boss by leader without consciousness. I might be like so sometimes. The image of king for me has been boss, and I've tried to be that. But to be a leader by my logic, I mustn't wanna be so. Maybe Mrs. Nishimizu talk about leader because she has also so logical mind. In a sense, I reach the limit of want a lot. But it is also a fact that I got a chance to think of my dream clearer. Have warm heart and cool head. I must think about king which I wanna be.

Maybe I am late to show the last playlist. At the Choke-Night on 16th Dec. 2009. It was so hot night. 前回のちょけNightのプレイリスト。 I'm Blessed / Mr. Vegas Hustle The Money / Vybz Kartel Face Drop / Sean Kingston Bill Gates Money / Sanjay Sweep / Elephant Man Stock And Pile / Beenie Man Nuh Linga / Elephant Man Bend Ova / RDX When Work Is Done / Serani Standing Solder / Dominica Leave My Herbs Alone / Konshens andDelus Amber Alert / Marciless Sweet Soca Music / Ms. Thing Romping Shop / Vybs Kartel and Spice キヨシコノヨル / Corn Head, Jin and DJ Kaori  My first record was Dilemma by Nelly, I remember. We are DJ who don't follow prevalent musics. The more we become accustomed to play in club, the more we know tendency like what kind of songs make dancer excited. But songs really attract peoples, called classic, are new in any era. And we wanna introduce and make everybody sympathize with our values. We like to spit songs like that in club.  We don't think that DJ boot

 I noticed that my first pray this year was in Taiwan, but I didn't in fact because of religion, you know. Is it getting difficult to tell your opinions? Don't give up release you. Your ideas will never be empty. The next to a story on yesterday .  In quantum mechanics includes a topic called the Laplace's demon. It means existence that know everything of information in level of particle, like the Omnipotent. It should be ideal, I think.  In 2008, I suggested that a advertising firm construct the system collect individual informations in thesis of management. Next, I wrote about importance of standardization as perspective of ICT society from position on communication in 2009.  In the former study, we supposed advertising industry to stand in center of market economy because it promotes so many deal in the market. Then the lead time of suppliers should be shortened by advertising company systematize diversifying demands using their big network. By collec