Persona Non Grata

I have had strong sense of responsibility for speaking own opinions even while I do not write any article. I do not feel it is obligation but we have a kind of mission even if we are all alone. On the other hand, happiness is always in individual heart. Some says it is among people. Definitely, happiness often is born with people. But each feel that severally, differently. Happiness is relative. Sadness is as so. In addition, most of ideas come from conversation with ourselves. Telling and make understand is different. I am talking about former. It is much more important that insisting and showing by our own way even if we are recognized incorrectly as a result. The experience give us ideas. The story give us a kind of happiness sometimes called lonely. In Searching of break with amigo I was coming and going time after time. There is nothing I've never seen gradually. Most of things I can see are already known and usual. Am I getting old as I am doing. It is true t...

Some says it is good that who behave as curious as I do speak about social. Curious as I do... he probably mean I'm strange, extraordinary and unapproachable. But it was not so big issue for me. I said I dislike word. Technically speaking, I feared word. And I'm still doing. I left here because of fear. But at the same time, I still have desire for insisting fortunately. I used to feel contradiction so many times that I ain't worried about that. So I'm back. I've just had some opinion. The time has come calmly. So calmly. In the beginning was the word. The fear makes me away from the word. And many idea was near by the word. However, I don't need to force to create words. That just makes them dirty. I borrowed them originally, I still remember. The words are holy. We must use them with great care. Anyway, the exotic language is reasonable. That hide and show properly for me. I hope I can use Espanol as wel...

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*Please read in the  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)                                       From my private time Life is paradox. But is it real? Is the contradiction really discord, or just another form of concord in a language we've not yet discovered, language we've not yet learnt, language we've been deprived of. As if be a stranger in where nobody knows me. Sorry, better than that.  Remember the days as child soon after we acquire language. We should have been able to insist just a little bit. Don't regard communication as such easy works.  For example, when I talk that I love Chili Peppers, some people say "yeah, that guitar play is the finest!! Do you like the 4th track of the 2nd album?" I'm afraid I can't play the guitar even read any cords. I've not...

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)  I have been just a member of an IT firm from this April. But now off the job training so study everyday.  This is my memo. Can you understand? Anyway, every day I go the training office at Kasumigaseki, the center of Japan. Today, let me introduce big learnings I got this several months. 1. Do not be deceived by words  We communicate each other with words. But we often miscommunicate with our words, especially familiar words. Attractive words often deceive us. The most important thing is not surface words but just truth below the surface. Off course, words are convenient exclusively. But, situation that doesn't  require any words is excellent moment, isn't it? Doubt pretty words. Who knows most, speak least. Still waters run deep. 2. Give it away  Big learning of mine during this 2 years is...

*Please read in  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)  When I read and write down in English like this, I disappoint the power of word. The work is to analysis fundamental factors of words and sentences and make them translate in another language again. So I can encounter "something before words". Then I realize less power of words and the importance of belief that will appear as words.  Just rapper and poet's language is just word. But musician's language is music. Painter's language is their arts. Cook's language is cuisines. Architect's language is their architectures. Our works are all our language and also insistence.  Our language is not just word but all of that, act, expressions, attitudes, belief and so on. Don't believe in words too much. Don't talk and only words. Insist by all of your actions. Express by throughout your life.

A story I heard before. In a tropical island, one man lived. He was a fisherman. He had some friends. He had lived by fishing just he needs. He fished when he want to do every day, slept when he want to do every day, played with his friends when he want to do every day, sometimes traveled when he want to do. He was satisfied enough. He was free. One day, another man who was worked in city as a management consultant came the island. The business man told the fisherman. "Analysis where and when you can fish the most. When the haul increase, recruit other fishermen and be manager. Then get bigger and superior ships. Try to export fishes to foreign countries. And you can be one of the richest man in this island." The fisherman asked. "So what can I realize?" The business man responded. "You will be able to play however and whenever you want to do so everyday, sometimes travel when you want to do. You will re...