Persona Non Grata

*Please read in the  original article , if you can. Or sometimes you cannot see my links. (for friends in Facebook)                                       From my private time Life is paradox. But is it real? Is the contradiction really discord, or just another form of concord in a language we've not yet discovered, language we've not yet learnt, language we've been deprived of. As if be a stranger in where nobody knows me. Sorry, better than that.  Remember the days as child soon after we acquire language. We should have been able to insist just a little bit. Don't regard communication as such easy works.  For example, when I talk that I love Chili Peppers, some people say "yeah, that guitar play is the finest!! Do you like the 4th track of the 2nd album?" I'm afraid I can't play the guitar even read any cords. I've not...

                                Like the world turning around, the environment around us changes ever. So if we don't change, we have to go to another place sometimes. We often realize something after that has already occurred like "I wish I could have done that..." But everyone can grow up and acquire like that. Dear someone who gave me something unforgettable, I will remember you. I can hear your all words ever since, I will remember you. I have always so many things which I want to talk to you and ask you, but always postpone them until "next time". Therefore I wish to value each moments and believe you always live happily somewhere. I wish I could meet you again someday. Dear everyone who gave me something unforgettable, I will remember you. I can hear your all words ever since, I will remember you. I learn to live my life right. We are not so alone that I could come here and s...

トラブル続き。これだから人生はやめらんねぇ。  年末年始はトラブル続きだ。我ながらよくこんな冷静でいられるなと思うが、着実に処理は進んでいる。これまでかたくなに教授（アメリカ人）に日本語を使い続けてきたが、シリアスな相談のため初めて英文メールで長々とやりとりした。７歳上の大先輩と大喧嘩しかけて相棒に止められるなど、それぞれよき相談相手はいるが、最近は相談しすぎないようにしている。全て結論が出始めた。天晴れ。高校時代の友達は俺は本当にトラブルメーカーだったと言ったが、そんな俺も立派なトラブルシューターになったな。そして年越しも六本木で用心棒という、まさにトラブルが渦巻いた年の瀬。遅ればせながら、名もなき読者の方々、今年もよろしくお願いします。 留まると危ねえ。満腹になりかけた。挑戦したことはだいたい出来てしまって、分かりやすい挫折がなかった。自分ではだいたいのことができてしまった。ガキでいんのも楽じゃねー！ってやつ。おっと、また呼び出しだ、続きは今度。